Dilemma

Dilemma

May 9 2011 1 AM
I'm in a bad bad bad dilemma. Robot me has one weak point, actually it's my Achilles hook! And it's one emotional problem with a certain person. There have been only one important girl in my life and stupid as it may seem it's kinda my only love. I met her when I was a kid and since then I haven't been able to stop thinking about her. These feeling had a peak point when I was like 16 or 17, but as the years passed by they became weaker and weaker, yet still they were there all the time. And now, at the age of 23 that girl has come back, not her memories, but her actual self. And here is the dilemma. I feel like I'm not ready to settle down for this. Probably such a haughty wouldn't even look at me, but now she is the reacher! She started all this, it started when she sent me a friendship request on Facebook, and after that fb messaging started. At first it was all casual, but as the number and frequency of messages grew up, she approached with some emotional comments, and now she openly uses "I love you" and all. She then started SMSing me on my cell. Well, at least she hasn't started making phone calls! I hope she doesn't!
And all I can do is to walk
And kick empty pepsi cans
While dancing stupidly to Fever Ray
And smoking my stupid Camels